my words for today

"If I know something, 
I know it may hurts but
I know I will not suffer."


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Intro :
I was using my "Eye Therapy Glasses" before I use my usual glasses. And my eyes are much better now.


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I feel curious today. There's so much that I don't know and there's a pile of questions that I really want to be answered. I'm still regretting that I couldn't find out the answer or what should I do to have the answer. I'm still regretting that I couldn't ask them by myself to get a clear answer. There's too much thing that I shouldn't know, but they're so important to me.. and that reminds me of something. 
This curious fills my head immediately, and directly my heart feels so anxious. I can't stop thinking what is the meaning of 'something that I'm thinking about'. 


..It's a bit confusing but I can't write the details. :P


My head's full of words "Could it be..?" and "It couldn't be." . Honestly I know something that it couldn't be. I perfectly know it. :P 


If I'll have a chance to know the answer, I won't care of the burden. :P
I just want to know. 




(It's NOT a dramatic post that I want to give to anyone)